9 months ago..

9 long, very long, months ago, I was leaving my country, my mom, my house, my friends and boyfriend, to go towards the unknown.
Now I can tell you that it was the best decision of my life.
It has been a really tough journey, I moved 7 houses or so in such a short time, I argued with half of my school mates, but hey I'm still here for many reasons that you'll be able to pick up in my posts.
I will reaveal the first one: is me, myself, I've grown up a lot here, I changed my set of mind, my ambitions, I understood which are my priorities in life and how to make my dreams come true.
Realizing how much I've changed in the time of a pregnancy is scary and funny at the same time.
I've changed obviously mentally but also physically.
I gained a lot of weight in the first two months, I was eating chocolate for breakfast, lunch and dinner, I hated myself for that, but the new C didn't just cried over herself or try to ignore the evidence, she started working out as she was born to sweat among gorillas and beauty queens, she is eating healty and now she is closer to what she looked like before she landed in South Africa then a beached whale!

and... I decided to go to university!
When I was in Italy I wasn't even so keen on getting matric done and now I am applying for the FIT of New York City people, the third best university in the fashion industry of the world.
Even if I won't get in I am still amazed by the fact that I am finally thinking big and not underestimating me using the same old excuse: 
"is not that I can't succeed, I just don't want to, is too much effort mom, much funnier to go out or lie in  bed the whole day!"
 I know that it sounds ridicoulous nowdays, but I have a dream, and I admit it. 
I'm aware that most of us have dreams and probably one out of a million realizes it, but I might be that one, who knows!
Going back to this blog, I don't really know why I started it, maybe because I like writing or just because I feel to share my life with whoever is interested in reading.. I still don't know but I am sure we'll figure it out very soon.


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